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Thursday, September 21, 2006

Remember...

       In Matthew ch. 2 we read about the wise men who came to Jerusalem asking the whereabouts of He who has been born King of the Jews-- and Herod, being troubled at this, called together all the Pharisees and scribes to ask where the Christ was to be born. "Bethlehem," they replied, quoting Micah 5:2. Yet the Pharisees and scribes did not take the short journey with the wise men to discover the birth of their long-awaited Messiah.

       It is interesting to note that so many miraculous and bizarre events surrounded Jesus' birth: An angel announced His conception, He was born of a virgin, Mary and Elizabeth both prophecied about Jesus while He was still in the womb, Simeon and Anna prophecied over Him when His parents brought Him to the temple (to do for Him according to the custom after His birth), wise men traveled from afar (following a star) to come give Him exquisitely rich gifts, Herod had all the male children born around the same time as Jesus murdered...
       But the religious rulers, the scribes and Pharisees, who accused Him and railed on Him seemingly forgot all of these unusual, miraculous, out-of-the-norm events. They seem to have thought and acted as though He just appeared out of nowhere making audacious claims to be the Messiah of Israel.

       Have miraculous and divinely-ordained happenings surrounded any area of your life and yet in the passing of time you have forgotten them-- cast them off, laid them on the shelf even-- taking the present circumstances and interpreting them apart from the revelation God has given? Go back, and remember those things He has revealed to you, and incorporate them into your present circumstances. It surely would have done the Pharisees well to have done so!
       Had they remembered all the unusual, remarkable and miraculous events that occurred surrounding Jesus' birth, perhaps they would have taken a second thought to His claims. But as it was, their hearts were hardened and they could not perceive, as the prophet foretold: "Seeing they will not see, hearing they will not hear, for the heart of this people has grown dull..."
       Take the full counsel of God into account (not only in His word, but in what He reveals to you personally as well). Surely we must forget the past and press on, but that does not mean that we forget the hopes and dreams God has placed in our hearts through His word and His Spirit.

       Has God called you to a specific work, and yet the high hopes you've had seem to be but foolishness now as you take stock of your present circumstance, realizing that no grand or glorious thing has happened? You thought God had called you to a great work for His kingdom, and it seems just the opposite is happening? Do not lose heart at the present circumstances; have faith and hope in the work of God. Remember what He has spoken to you, and cast not away your first hope.

       "We had hoped He was the Messiah, the Saviour of the world..." But now He was in a tomb, wrapped in grave clothes, these last 3 days.
       It looked as if all was lost, all hope gone. Their dream had been shattered. This, they thought, was the end of all their hopes, the proof of their error and falicy: They had been wrong. But how? There were so many signs... But yet, He was dead. It must be-- They must've been wrong somehow.

       This is often how we feel and act. "God, I thought You brought me down here for revival. I thought You were going to use us. I thought You were going to do all these great and grand things... But I guess I was wrong. I must've been wrong. It's all dead, in the grave..."

       Yet His death was the goal of His life-- in order to bring about the greatest good ever: The salvation of all mankind! And on the third day, He rose again...

       How do you know, O man, that this apparent death is not but the goal of all that has been? That this apparent burial is not the one thing that will bring about the greatest miracle of all, the great glory of all that was foretold in times past?
       For death is but a mere shadow, and resurrection will come the third day. And though we pass through that valley, we needn't fear-- For He has not left us: He is right by our side.

Take hope pilgrim.
Death is not the end,
But the beginning.

Friday, September 08, 2006

Photo Mania



Welcome to my page!
Here are some pictures I have taken in the last little while.
Hope you enjoy.



Hope this one doesn't make you dizzy--
This is the view down the 2 flights
of stairs of my apartment
building. There's a beautiful
grove of trees to the left.
This was kind of a cloudy day,
hence the gray overtones
of the picture.



This is my little garden... Sort of!
Every time I have sought to keep plants alive in the past,
I have failed-- I had what I considered to be a "brown" thumb
(versus a green thumb).
But the Lord has blessed me greatly
and I have been able to keep these alive,
and they've even gotten bigger!
There's a mini rose plant, a rosemary, 2 basils, a weird purple flower bulb thing,
and some mums that somehow changed colors!



This is my piano which my mom left to me
when she passed away.

It's got a kind of '70s theme
with the plaid bench and all. It's great!


This is what I like to call "Soy Sauce Art".

Beautiful, isn't it?

I bet I could get $1 million!

Well, that's it for this time around.
Take care!
Jesus loves you!!

Friday, September 01, 2006

In the Beginning...




          Well, it's been almost a year and a half since my move to San Diego, CA. It's quite lovely down here-- the weather's very nice, I live not more than a mile and a half from the beach, and I have a grand view from my living room window.
          The spiritual condition of this place though is something less than to be desired-- it is a place in need of an outpouring of God's Spirit, and a great work of revival. That is the reason I felt He was calling me here to begin with: Revival.
          There have been good times and bad, and my story is really one of adventure and, even more, God's never-ceasing ability to pull me through any situation I may be in, whether it be His will or due to my own folly. I don't deem it too necessary to go back in time and tell my life story, though it may be interesting, but at some point I may allude to it!

          As for what the Lord is doing right now, I can share with You that He is stirring things up and I feel a great sense of hope-- One that I have longed for and feel I have lacked for some time now. He has renewed my hope in hearing from Him, in trusting that He is speaking to me through His word and through the body of Christ.
          For so long I have thought myself to be crazy, subject to conjouring up wild ideas in my own mind and calling them the voice of God-- though I sought and still seek with all my heart to not do any such thing! So, as you can figure, this can lead a person into a place of doubting that they are hearing from the Lord. But as recent as yesterday I saw the glimmer, the ray of hope burst through my clouded and confused mind, and I think I may have heard the Lord speak: And the God of peace will crush Satan under your feet shortly.

          You see, there have been many trials down here (and included along side me is my band-mate, as we both individually felt God calling us as a band/ministry to move to San Diego to do His work here). We have encountered legalism in the church which barred us from doing ministry, a heretical man whose words of deceit dripped like oil and who accused and blasphemed-- again, barring us from being able to minister-- and have also just had personal trials of our own of need and want and loneliness and doubt. It's been a wild ride at times! There have been many things that we feel, both individually and corporately as a band, that the Lord has spoken to us, and so much, oh so much, Satanic opposition. But I am eternally thankful to God who is always faithful to bring encouragement and hope in the midst of all such trials and opposition. He has never failed to speak hope into any seemingly bleak situation.

     So I am excited to see His work in these circumstances, to see one or any or all of the difficulties, prophetic words, and hopes that I have come to fruition. May this entry be but the beginning of His marvelous work-- and I trust it will, for His plans are good...